Books By Jo Cattell

Books By Jo Cattell

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Six Sunday Sunday "Summer Rain"


“Nick, kiss me like you use to.  If I did something wrong to cause whatever is going on between us, I’m sorry. You were right last night, we have drifted apart.” She didn’t want to admit it was true, but lying in his arms now, she could feel it. 

“I know and it’s my fault.” He confessed. 

She looked at him and couldn’t understand what he was talking about.  Nick touched her face and kissed her, lightly at first then longer and stronger. 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Six Sentence Sunday "Autumn Winds"

    

     “Have I told you how beautiful you look lately?  How watching our baby grow inside of you these past few weeks have made me in awe of you and the little thing that I take for granted with you.” He leaned up and started tracing his finger along her neck;
     She laughed at that. “I have gained 5 lbs., because I can’t stop eating, nothing fits me anymore but on the plus side the morning sickness is gone.  If that makes you still want to tell me I’m beautiful, then I won’t stop you.”
     “You know, I’m having this craving now and it’s not for ice cream.” He teased her slowly moving the strap off her shoulder so he could run his lips along her silky skin.




Sunday, April 15, 2012

Six Sentence Sunday "Summer Rain"


 “We need to go to your house after school.” He whispered in to her ear with urgency as he held her to him.

“Why do we need to go to my house?” She asked him kind of having an idea.
“We get to dress down today and ware what we want and you wear that.” He pointed out looking at her in the demon shorts and sheer smock top that rested off her shoulders.
“No, what you really need my love is to learn self-control.” She laughed and handed him her books.
 “I need to learn self-control; it has been like 3 weeks since we have had a chance to do anything because of finals.  I think I controlled myself pretty good in that time.” He joked with her and put his arm around her waist. 

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Se7en Challenge!!!!!!!!!!!

So I got challenged to the Se7en Challenge and actually I was hoping someone would do it.  I love these things! 

So here is the deal. Go to page 7 or 77 of your manuscript. Go to the 7th line down then copy and paste the next 7 lines into your blog. Then tag 7 other people and ask them to do the same.

So I went to page 7 and the down 7 lines in Summer Rain and we are at the part where the girls are checking out the new boy at school.  All I can say is, poor Nick.

  “With looks like that, I doubt very much he is pure.  Stop feeling sorry for him, and don’t say you aren’t, I know you St Chloe, protector of small children and new students; you think he can’t handle us.  I have a feeling he is going to do just fine.  Bring him to our table for lunch, and let’s get to know him.” Tiffany commanded using her voice of authority.  The leering glance of Sister George brought them all to attention and they returned to the quiet that was expected of them.
     He had no clued what he was in for at this school, especially with Tiffany or Tabitha, Chloe thought as she watched him now.  He wasn’t bad looking.  He had kind of a baby face, and eye lashes that even Tiffany would kill for. 

 Okay so here are my 7 victims, I mean friends, lol
 @Luceduceswing, @dxluc,@KarenBridget777, @Literarygrrrl, @BlackhrtPoetess, @Annie_Acorn, @JillMarieinFL

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

I am raising a pretty smart young woman

At times I am really shocked at how smart my children really can be.  My oldest is so insiteful that I know I am raising her right when she post something like this to FaceBook.
 "We live in the society where beauty and your body size is everything. Which is horrible because who cares if your not drop dead gorgous and who cares if your not super skinny. Society does and thats messed up because thats not what matters what matters is who you are in the inside. Like maybe if people would stop judging people then people would actually have a smile on their face and would enjoy their life and appreciate themselfs."
 

Monday, April 9, 2012

Releflections, Ripples, and Life



Lately, with everything that has been going on in my crazy life, I have looked back at where I began.  When exactly at what point did I become the person I am? How did I stray from my dreams of going to college and becoming a journalist and seeing the world?  Well I know how that happened and the events that lead to it, because it made me who I am today.

As you may have read, I have been dealing with a lot of things lately when it comes to family but there are other personal issues that have come to light and it has really made me look at my life and how I have gotten here.  I have gone back in trying to remember things and read my diary from my teenage self.  Yes I was a sap and kept one and sadly still have it. But in ways it has helped with a lot.  There are so many times I wish I could just take a magic wand and go back and stop myself from the silly things I did.  "Don't date that guy, try harder with that one, for god sakes don't go threw that door" so to speak things.  But I blocked out a lot of my life from then because of painful events that happened.  That's where the learned began.

As I read I could see the ripple effect happening.  Where the dreams ended and the new ripples began.  Would I be the person I am today if I had made different choices, maybe not.  Would I have what I have now, maybe not.  Would things be different with some of the people I was with, if I had the strength I have now, they would be. But then that would have affected their ripples in their life.  Last year one of my ripples came back into my life and talked about how if I had never broken up with him, his life would have been different.  But I reminded him , he wouldn't have what he had today, which was his beautiful daughter. I can't help but think when I have spoken to him that he blames me for how his life turned out.  Then just recently another one came back and thank me for being in a really hard part of his life.  How by me just being there at that time meant a lot to him.

We make mistakes we make for a reason, so that they can make us who we are.  We are going to lose some of those dreams along the way, but if they are really meant to happen, they still will in other way.  I may not live in NY or have seen the world, but I have seen China and been to a few other places that the teenage me never would have thought of.  I am still a writer, when this book gets published, that will be my proof, and I am a lot stronger then I give myself credit for.  And the other thing I have noticed, that really, if people are meant to be in your life in some way, they do come back to you and the relationship can be stronger because your ripples went other directions, but came back wiser.

Peace, Love, Hope~JC

Monday, April 2, 2012

Sneak Peek "Summer Rain"


     She was still laughing when they got outside and over by the fire.  He loved the way her face lit up when she smiled.  The music was blaring outside and it was going to be hard to talk but he needed to tell her how he felt about her.  The song changed to “Into the Mystic” by Van Morrison and Nick pulled her up and took her into his arms.
     “I think you really pissed her off.” Chloe stated as she looked into his eyes.
     He thought about that for a second.  “Maybe I should go back and tell her I’m sorry and bring her out here.” He teased her and started to move away from her like he was going to go back in.
    “No!” Chloe laughed and pulled him back.
     They started to slow dance to the song and Chloe relaxed into his arm.  “Did you mean what you said in there about me being pretty?” She asked him.
     He gently touched her face.  “I have thought you were pretty since the first day of school.  You have to know I’m crazy about you.” He confessed to her finally.
    She looked down shyly.  “What am I going to do with you Nicky?”  
     “Trust me.  Chloe I would never hurt you like Josh did.  I’m not going to walk away when I find out your secrets or when the illusion finally fades and I really see the real you.” He lifted her chin so he could see her eyes.  He needed to see if she was feeling the same way.
     “What if you don’t like what you learn?  The truth isn’t all that great and the real me isn’t what you would expect.” She tried to look away but for some reason she couldn’t.
     “Funny, I’ve learned some of that stuff and I’m still here.  I have also seen you at your worst, and yet, I’m standing here holding you like this and hoping you’re not feeling my heart pounding.  I didn’t want to feel this way about you.  But the more I get to know you…” She had put her fingers to his lips.  She was trembling.
     “I can’t feel your heart beat, because mine is pounding just as hard.” She whispered.
     He put his hand on hers and slowly moved her fingers away from his lips.  Gently he touched her cheek with the back of his hand, bringing her closer to him.  So close he could feel the warms of her breath as she sighed softly.  He tilted his head slightly and moved in closer, anticipating the feel of her silky glossed covered lips on his.
     “Hey, they are going to start telling ghost stories.  You guys coming?” Kevin hit Nick on the shoulder, ruining their perfect moment.
     “Really Kevin, really!” Nick wanted to punch him in the face.  Chloe had moved away from him quickly and just grinned as she covered her mouth.
     Kevin started laughing.  “You really didn’t think I would make it that easy for you, did you?”
     He just shook his head and then smiled at Chloe.  “No, why would I expect that.  Just remember this when I get you back one day.  And trust me, bro, there will come a day!” He looked at Chloe and took her hand.  “Let’s go hear some ghost stories.”  She bit her lips and then nodded following him to be close to the fire.
     Most of the stories were the ones you would hear all the time, like the hook attached to the door handle and the monsters under the bed.  And every time Chloe would jump. Nick would tighten his grip to reassure her. The one person who watched them closely was Robyn.  No one noticed the anger building behind her eyes or the hatred she felt for Chloe as Nick held her.  And as the last story ended, she took the floor.
     “These stories are all good, but how about a town legend. One that will really make your hair stand up and that actually happened.” She said getting up to stand in front of the fire.
     Dave laughed.  “What the story of your missing cigarettes?  We all know how that one ends.”
     “No, I’m talking about the legend of “The Corps Girl” She is a classic in this town.” Robyn started and watched Chloe’s eyes fill with fear.
    “The Corps Girl?  Are you kidding me?” Kevin laughed and took a swing from his beer.
     Someone chimed in that it was in fact a true story.  An evil grin appeared on Robyn’s face.  “Okay let’s begin.  It happened almost 6 years ago.  A quiet 10 year old girl was left to care for her sick dyeing mother.  Day after day, night after night, the girl watched as her mother’s body slowly grew weaker.  Her father had left and in his parting words to his young daughter said, “If you kill your mother and end this suffering, I will clam you as my child and give you all you ever wanted.  But only after you have truly ended her life.”
     “So Tiffany, that’s why you’re a daddy’s girl now.” Dave laughed.
     “Fuck off David, the story isn’t about me.  But you would be wise to end it now Robyn, before it gets out of hand.” Tiffany warned her.
     She laughed at that.  “Why would I stop now, we are just getting to the good part.” She stared at Chloe and then continued.  “The girl, desperate for her father’s love did the only thing she could.  One night, she made her mother a cup of tea.  She crushed up a full bottle of sleeping pills and pain killers and stirred them in the hot liquid.  Adding sugar so that it was very sweet, she took the deadly drink to her sickly mother.  The girl watched as her poor mother drank it down, leaving nothing but a few bitter graduals at the bottom of the cup.  Her mother started to gag, clawing at her throat.  She looked at the girl in horror, realizing what her child had done.  Her finale word in her last breath was “Why?” The girl called her father and he never answered.  For three days she sat with her mother’s body.  The stench of the rotting flesh filling the room and house.  At night she sat in the dark, the word “Why” haunting her.  Finally the father returned and found what his child had done.  Discussed, he shut her in her room, locking her away from prying eyes, so that no one could see the monster that the girl had become.  After the funeral, the girl overcome with guilt would go off to the cemetery at night and sit visual at her mother’s grave.  She would tracing her mother’s name over and over until her fingers bleed.”
     “Shut up, Robyn, no one believes you.” Gabbie said now, knowing what she was doing.
     “No, let her finish.” Nick said wondering if this story was true.  It just seemed so unreal and if there was any truth to it, it was pretty scary.  Chloe just looked at her in horror, the tears streaming down her face.
     Seeing that gave Robyn the cue she needed to finish the story.  “So fed up with dealing with the girl, the father sent her to school.  Our school.  There were whispers and rumors but no one really knew for sure if it was in fact the girl that had all come to know.  The quiet one who would sit under a tree and draw.  Until last year, when the guilt over came the girl.  She had killed her mother in a lame attempt to make her father love her.  No one liked her, really liked her because of who she was.  So she went into the girl’s bathroom on the anniversary of the day she murdered her mother and taking a razor, she slit her wrist.  In the blood she wrote on the bathroom wall, “I’m sorry”.  Lucky for the corps girl, the nuns found her before it was too late.  But if you drive past Heaven’s Cemetery, late at night, you may still see her, sitting by her mother’s cold grave by the light of a single candle, begging for her forgiveness.”
     No one said a word.  “That can’t be true.  She still goes there?” Nick asked finding it hard to believe the story he just heard.
     “Okay the last part I made up about the cemetery, unless…Do you still go there Chloe?” She laughed waiting for the reaction she longed for.